The relentless midsummer heat had turned to dust the red sand beneath the giant cottonwood where we often cook and drink and sometimes dance. Spring, years ago, that exact space slept under a foot of melt-swollen river. The birds must be napping, I thought, the sun too high and hot for song or flight. Not a raven in sight.
My dog Winslow caught up and we walked together to the edge of the river and sat down in the sparse shade of the willows, knowing it would grow as the sun dropped.
After sniffing along the river’s edge Winslow lay next to me. Weighed down by the heat, we waited for nothing. Like ancient hunters, all we knew was that we did not know what would happen next. Absence was a force as real as gravity.
River boulders glared painfully in the harsh sun, bleached white, quite the contrast to their eerie springtime presence just beneath the river surface.
An hour passed, colors deepened, the cliff shadow softened the boulders into giant pillows floating in the river. There, a blue damselfly perched on the peak of the nearest boulder, exposed when the glare that had hidden it turned to glow. It faced upstream, its wings vibrating in the gentle breeze. Then, through my binoculars, I counted eight damselflies perched on the peaks of eight separate boulders, as if in formation, all parallel, exact. All facing east.